Setting the mood

It's amazing how an appointment can set the mood for the week. I haven't had a lot of luck in that department. I'm sorry. Last week I remained stable at 1.9 cm, but the amniotic sac was funneling into the top of the cervix and you were kicking with all your might, right there. Dr. Arrabal spoke of hospital bedrest if it got worse this week. I hate when he calls us into his office post ultrasound. It's like being called into the principal's office. I am completely indebted to him for all he has done, but sometimes I wish he would just say..."you know it could all be ok". So i spent 3 days crying. Dr. Faber assured me she expected no less from our situation and it was still better than where we had been.

. Which brings me to today...measurements between 2.6 and 2.9 and NO funneling. You daddy and I laughed at Dr. Arrabal who said it was great, but then had to add...still short. Such an optimist. So here I am, almost 27 weeks pregnant and feeling you kick me in my ribs. I have no doubt we can make it 5 more weeks at least.

I love you my sweet daughter.